BiB: Isabella Kensington - How TikTok Turned Her Bedroom Covers Into a Million Fans
What happens when you trade a neuroscience degree at UCLA for the unpredictable world of music? On this episode of Bringin’ it Backwards, Adam Lisicky sits down with singer-songwriter Isabella Kensington—a rising artist whose million-plus TikTok following and viral covers are just the beginning of her story. Raised in London by American parents, Isabella shares how performing with Paul McCartney as a teen, choosing art over a “sensible path,” and weathering breakups and self-doubt shaped her bold new EP, Not in a Dollhouse Anymore.
From her earliest days harmonizing in the Capitol Children’s Choir to navigating the pressure-cooker academic world and building a digital fanbase from scratch, Isabella opens up about the moments that tested her grit and ultimately led her to NYU’s Clive Davis Institute. She gets real about the creative highs, the viral surprises, and those panic-inducing risks every artist faces when chasing their dream.
Whether you’re a musician fighting for your big break or just love stories of vulnerability and perseverance, this episode is packed with inspiration. Hit play, and bring it backwards with Isabella Kensington!
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What is going on? It is Adam. Welcome back to Bringing It Backwards, a podcast
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where both legendary and rising artists tell their own personal stories
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of how they achieve stardom. On this episode we
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had a chance to hang out with Isabella Kensington over
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Zoom Video. Isabella was raised
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in London in the UK and talks about how she got into music.
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She said she was singing before or when she started speaking,
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so she's been singing all of her life. She was
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also really into dance, so her parents put her into dance
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classes at a very early age. She started to play guitar around
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8 years old, piano around 8 years old and also
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did the flute. Played the flute all through fifth
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through the end of high school. But Isabella was also really
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involved in the chorus in choir. She was a part of
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a very famous choir in London where she actually had a
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chance to perform with Paul McCartney and she talks about that story.
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She has a very fascinating story about being accepted to ucla.
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She was going to attend UCLA for neuroscience.
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She thought about it and decided she's going to take a gap year
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and ended up not going to UCLA
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because she wanted to have a shot at music. She
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starts going all in our music. She starts posting all the time
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to Instagram and YouTube and tick tock.
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Her Tick Tock blows up. She has over a million followers now there,
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hundreds of thousands on Instagram and over a hundred thousand
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subscribers on YouTube. So her covers and her original
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songs started to really blow up on social media. She talks about that.
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We hear about the first EP she released. She tells us about getting
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into the Clive Davis Institute in New York, moving to New York and
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all about her brand new EP which is coming out
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as well as the most recent release which is
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her song called In Another Life. You can watch our interview
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with Isabella on our Facebook page and YouTube channel at
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Kensington.
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Bringing it backwards. Hello.
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Hi Isabel, how are you? Good. How are you doing? I
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am fantastic. Thank you so much for doing this. Thank you
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for having me. It's lovely to be here. Awesome. Well, I'm super
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excited to get to know your story and talk about
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the ep. I think you have a record. Your song's coming out tomorrow
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too, right? Yeah, it's out in Australia already, actually.
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Very. Oh, it is, wow. Are you in Australia? No, no, no,
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no. Okay. It's local release, so it's coming out
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at midnight in every country, so it's already. So I'm waiting
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for the US Now. That is awesome. So cool. Yeah, I've heard the.
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Heard the record. I had your team sent it over to me. It's awesome song.
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Thank you. But, yeah, I didn't see it. I was like, what? Really? I was
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looking on your Spotify, but I guess maybe it. They're smart enough to know
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that I don't live in Australia,
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so. But very,
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very nice to meet you. This is about you and
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your journey in music and we'll talk about the. The
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song coming out and everything else, I think you have an ep, I believe, as
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well. I do, yes. In September. Awesome. Very
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soon. Cool. Sorry, go ahead. No,
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no, I just said very exciting girl. Good. Brad.
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So first off, where were you born and raised? I was born and raised in
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London. My parents are both American, so I've got the
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American accent. But they came over to London right before
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I was born, and I lived there pretty much my whole life until I was
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about 19. Really? And you never picked up
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the accent? Well, I. When I was in,
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like, primary school, I was at a British school and I did a
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lot of dance and acting outside of school, so I was very much
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immersed in British accents. So what I would do
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is I would speak in a British accent at school and then I'd come home
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and flip to the American accent. So I would just. It was.
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Yeah, it was very silly. And then when we'd have birthday parties, we'd have my
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parents and my friends present. So I was like in this weird
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transatlantic accent moment. But
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it was. It was funny growing up with both accents just because
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it happened kind of naturally and, like, subconsciously.
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accent. It just happened because you're around your parents who didn't have the accent,
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just adapted. That's wild. Interesting.
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Yeah. One of my really good friends growing up, his brother
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is, like four years older and he had. He was
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born in Brussels, and then my buddy
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was born in Singapore, of all places, which is random. But then they moved to
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the US and he doesn't have the accident at all, but both of
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his parents and his brother Do I love that? It's
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so wild. Yeah. Yeah. It's so cool how that
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works. It's all surroundings that's so
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interesting. So, okay, so you grew up really in London. Are you in London now?
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I'm. Right now I'm in the States because my family's kind
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of half back and forth and I'm at school at NYU right now, so
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I'm still kind of planted in the States at the
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moment. But I do love London and I go back all the time, so
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that's awesome. So you're currently at nyu? You go to school there?
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Yeah. Wow. Congratulations. That's huge. Do you go to
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the. The music
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school? Yeah. Clive Davis. Yes, the Clive Davis Institute. And I
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love it. It's really awesome. Majoring in recorded music and
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getting to do everything that I want to do outside of school, inside
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school grounds, and that's the dream. That's amazing.
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Yeah. So how do you get into music? I mean, it sounds like you're into
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acting and all of that as a young child anyway, but
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do you come from a musical family? Creative household,
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all? No, my. Well, creative to an
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extent, but not musical. My dad's side of
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the family can't find a beat to save their life. My mom's
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side of the family, they're more creative. My uncle's an artist. My mom did
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a bit of dance when she was younger, but I.
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Music really came out of nowhere for me and something
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I was interested in. I was always surrounded by music, though.
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My parents were always playing music. My mom would play stuff in the car on
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the radio, and my dad would introduce me to, like, Rod Stewart and
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Sheryl Crow and, like, all these random different people, like, on the ipod. And my
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mom was burning Disney CDs and, like, you know, it was very
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much a musical environment, but no one was kind of there
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as, like, a mentor figure. But I was
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pretty much singing from the moment I could talk. Okay.
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And I would just. I entertained myself. I would just sing on
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my own and, like, I would fall asleep and I would just be sitting and
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singing in my room. My mom would come and knock on my door and be
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like, okay, go to bed. So it's just something that I naturally
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wanted to do. And then they put me in dance classes when I
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was, like, straight out of potty training, like, two years old. Wow.
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I, like, was surrounded by classical music and dance and
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just, you know, enjoying music
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from that perspective. I think also just really
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filled my life with that genre in a way that I think
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slightly influences things now,
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but. Yeah, I grew up dancing and listening to music, and
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it just kind of naturally happened that way. And thank God everyone's
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supportive of it. And. Yeah, right. I was gonna say that's amazing that your parents
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support it. Right. And then put you in dance at a young age. They put
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you. Did you do chorus or vocal lessons or anything like that when you're young
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as well? A lot of choir I was part of. I did a
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lot of vocal lessons before I joined choir, but I was in this really
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cool choir in London called Capitol Children's Choir,
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and we just got to do the most incredible things. I mean,
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part of it is the fact that you're in London, but it was run by
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this amazing choir director who just. She got us in the
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co. We got to sing with Paul McCartney.
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We got to record on, like, soundtracks. We got, like. It was
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just unbelievable, like, amazing experiences and all of that. It was very
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technical vocally, and everyone was just
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excited to be a part of a group of people singing. It's
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the most amazing feeling when you're all perfectly in sync singing.
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Sure. That. Yeah. I grew up kind of
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doing that kind of stuff, and that's all thanks to my parents. 100.
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Wow. Okay. See, I'm curious about the singing with Paul
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McCartney, but do you have to, like, audition to get into this?
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I would imagine get into this thing. Right? Yeah, I, like, I
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remember sending in a few. I mean, you could. Anyone could join.
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But then when you actually have to do the performances and stuff, you send in
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your auditions. And we did so many different
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things, and there were different opportunities for solo artists and for,
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you know, harmonies and, you know, just all these different pieces.
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There were kids that were, you know, seven, and there were kids that were
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18, and everyone there just was really excited
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to do their part, and that was kind of the.
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The whole purpose of the choir. But the Paul McCartney thing was
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unbelievable. It was at the O2. Wow. Do you
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know the song Simply Having a Wonderful Christmas Time? Oh, yeah, I do. So
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there's a little. That's my favorite Christmas song. And a lot of people.
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Yeah. And I totally see it differently now, too.
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I just love it. It's my favorite. But there's, like, a little
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part with the little choir singing, like, the ding dong, Ding dong. Oh, yeah.
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That was us. And so we would just kind of. We all walked on wearing
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our little pomcarney T shirts, and we, like, sang our little vid and then walked
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back off and it's so funny. It's so. No
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way. Oh, my gosh. Wow. Did you get to meet him after
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or anything. Yeah. Before on the sound check before. The
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sweetest man ever I heard. I.
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I've had a couple people on this podcast that went to his
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school in Liverpool. He is like a music school
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there. Yeah. And I think, like, you
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audition or there's a class where if you get to a certain point,
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like, you get to present your song to Paul McCartney. He's like, sitting
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there and then he like, we'll give you some notes or something on
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your song. I couldn't even imagine. It's. It's
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unbelievable now. So cool. Like, we were. We came out
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to the sound check and he's just playing his bass and he's talking to the
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kids, and he shook every single one of our hands like it was. It was
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really special. How old are you when you got opportunity to
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do that? I want to say I was older. I was like
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15. I want to say 15 or 16. I was on the
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older end. I was getting ready to leave older 15,
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but. Oh, man, my dad would like, have a heart attack. Do your parents
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get to meet him?
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No way. That's crazy.
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They didn't even get to see you sing. Then they just drop you off like,
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sorry. I found videos and stuff online, so that was all good. I'm
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sure you can find them. Do a deep dive. I'm going to after this. This
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is crazy. My younger brother was also in it. He was like. I want
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to say like 10. And they didn't even. Yeah. Send
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either of your parents, like, with two kids? No,
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but we did get our little moment on the billboard, so in the videos, you
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can kind of see us up behind. So they got to. They got to see
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it a little bit. That's awesome. Wow. Wow. So your
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brother's a musician as well then, or. He. He. I mean,
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he was in the choir when he was younger. He's
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very. He's gonna be totally embarrassed if he sees this, but he
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sings really well. He can find a harmony really well.
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It's very impressive. And he did a bit of dance growing up and stuff, but
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he. His passions in soccer, so he's. He's done with
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that. He's over the music. Very talented. Yeah.
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So you are in this choir and you're. You're
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doing in like 15, 16 at that point. Were you
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also in, like, the school choir? Did you do the band or did you play
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an instrument or anything like that as well? Did I played flute in the band?
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I haven't talked about this ever. I played flute in the band for like
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eight Years. Wow. And I'm not that
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good. I'm like not good enough for eight years. Like, I
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shouldn't be saying that. I should be be saying like two years. But whenever somebody
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says that they're not good, they're probably like, you're not good. It's
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like, oh, I'm not that good. Like just. No, no, no, no.
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I'll take singing, but I can't, I can't take food. But
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it's not like Lizzo just going to bust it out. No. Maybe someday,
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maybe I'll practice more. But I haven't played in years. But I,
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I really loved playing in the band again. There's something so special about
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that group of people just together and
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everything just like feels great when you get it right
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and everyone's like working together as a team. It's just such an amazing
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feeling. And so flute. I like, I loved doing that. I did that every
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other day in school for eight years, since fifth grade, all the way through
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senior year. Nothing to show for it though.
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Did you also, like, I know you, you have a
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massive social media presence, but aside from that, I
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mean like, were you going and doing like cover songs
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or writing your own music at, in high school or around
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that time as well or. No, I, Yeah, I grew up like writing
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songs as silly as they probably sounded when I was a kid. And
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as much as I definitely ripped off High School Musical, I
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like, yeah, I was writing from like
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a young age, but 10 years old was kind of when I decided to
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really start writing properly about like things
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about myself. And you know, that autobiographical
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approach to songwriting really started then
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at 10. That's so young. And well, I have an eight year old son and
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I'm. I'm just trying to wrap my head around like two years him
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autobiography, thinking like inside and then writing
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about it. It's like, what? No, no, no. Well, it's kind
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of like it was a way to kind of deal with feelings and you know,
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going into middle school, there's so many feelings. Middle school
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is the worst. Oh yeah. Middle school and like early
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high school, not, not where it's at.
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And I'm trying not to forget that because, you know, I want to
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be able to hold on to that for the rest of my life and remember
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that. So when I talk to teenagers when I'm 30 years old, I'm not like,
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oh, it's fine, it's fine. You could just tell them how much it sucked. When
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you're in mid. Understand you're in. The
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worst years of your life. Kids.
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Oh my goodness. But yeah, I. So I. I went to see a
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Taylor Swift concert when I was nine, turning ten.
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Red Tour. Okay. And I just. We were like in nosebleeds. We
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weren't close to the stage. And I just remember looking and thinking,
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that's what I want to do. Like, this is what I want to do with
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my life. And so I went home and I wrote my first song and that
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was like first real song. And that was where it kind of
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all started in terms of writing my own music.
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learned to play guitar when I was like 8ish. So I was able to kind
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of do that between guitar and piano, but
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then flute. So you played guitar, piano and the flute? Oh my
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God. Yeah, yeah. Enough to like get by. Like, I'm not a piano player
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nor am I like capable of anything classical on the guitar, but
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like enough like chords and
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cover. Yeah, exactly. Which really came in
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handy. And I also like, I wanted to be able to
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record it too. So when I was round 12,
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download a GarageBand or I found. I think it's pre
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downloaded. Yeah. And I whipped out. This is
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horrible. I whipped out my like, you know the Apple earbuds that they
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give you when you buy a product? Yeah. With a little microphone on
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it. That's mic that I was using to record.
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So I was recording directly into the computer with that microphone,
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playing guitar and vocals. I think I left the mic. I think I left the
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metronome in. When I bounced it out like it was really like early
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stages and. But I really just wanted to be able to do it myself. So
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I kind of from songwriting, I was like, I want to be able to record
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it. So then that's whenever I started producing.
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Wow. And then. So that young you were just trying to figure it out?
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Yeah, I just wanted to do it and I didn't want to have to wait
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to learn from other people and stuff like that. I just wanted to kind of
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hands in and go for it. Did you YouTube at all,
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like. Like look up? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Thankfully
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GarageBand's pretty easy to figure out. And I'm not
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like reading directions. I'm a person that just like tries
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it. And so I would go in and just explore. And when I'd mess something
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up, that's when I'd go to YouTube or something. Yeah.
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Wow. Eventually moved on from GarageBand, thankfully,
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which is why.
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That'S so fascinating. So when did you get your first guitar? Were
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you 8, 9 years old. I was about 8 or 9. Yeah. I
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can't remember exactly. It was for Christmas, and it was this pink, pink
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electric guitar. And it was the happiest day of my life.
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You still have it? Loved it. I do, yeah. It's awesome.
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Yeah, I know. The first guitar I had.
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I'm not good at all. I can play chords. Same thing. But.
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Yeah, but I still kept the thing for some reason. It's like, if it ever
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met, you know, for whatever reason, maybe my kid wanted one year, but.
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Yeah, exactly. That's mental. It's sweet. Yeah.
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Yeah. So you were doing that. Doing the garageband thing, and with
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that song that you recorded, were you, like, showing your parents, like, oh, my
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gosh, look what I made. Or. I was. Yeah, I was putting it on SoundCloud.
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Like, oh, really? You're going on. It's not there anymore. It's not there
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anymore, thankfully. Pull back up. Why not
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Bring it back? But, yeah, I was putting it on SoundCloud. And
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around that time was also when I started social media. So I, like, I
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was quite late to the Instagram game. I think a lot of kids got it
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right when Instagram kind of started. I downloaded
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it a few years later and I was like, I'm going to use it for
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music. Like, this is what I'm. This is what I'm going to do. And so
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I created a SoundCloud account, started posting on that, posting
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on social media. And
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then that's kind of when the social media journey started, too.
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Of like, once I started getting good feedback and people
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were saying that they liked it, I was like, wait, there's. There's something in this.
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I could do this. And so I started doing, like, more
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covers and stuff like that, just to kind of broaden the audience
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and try new things. And that was the start of the journey.
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It all went from there. So it started on Instagram,
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then That was where you really began. Yeah. And then.
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Go ahead. I was just gonna say, did you have it. Was it just posting
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all the time and then eventually people started to follow your page
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or. Yeah, kind of like a slow, organic thing that
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you had. Or do you have a moment where you did a cover and it,
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like, blew up or something? There were a couple moments. So
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when I was really young and I started, that was kind of the slow burn
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part. I was using crazy numbers of
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hashtags and sending it to those, like, singing pages that would
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feature different people. And, like, you know, most of them you had
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to pay for. So I was like, not, you Know, I was like, never mind.
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This is. Kind of took a little break after a while,
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and then Covid hit, and I was like,
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okay, this is. This is my time. This. I was going
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nuts. Like, I hadn't gone outside in, like, six weeks. It was crazy in
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London. And so I just decided to pour my
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energy into that project. And that's when I started doing these covers.
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I called them covers for quarantine. Those still are up on YouTube.
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Yeah, I think I've seen some of those. I didn't know that that's how early
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it started. Wow. Yeah, and it was just. It was just like, a fun project,
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and it gave me something to do, and it also gave me, like, a schedule
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of consistent posting and a bit more accountability. And
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that's kind of. Instagram went like this. And I
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started experimenting with, like, different Facebook
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advertising and stuff like that as well, and trying to, like, hone in on, like,
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a marketing plan, because at that point, I was also
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recording music. I had already recorded my own stuff, like,
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properly in a studio. Oh, you had? Okay. Yeah.
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So I. I was trying to kind of, like, build an audience
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to put music out. That was always the purpose, and
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covers were the best way to do that. And then I would also kind of
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sprinkle in the occasional original. Just do like, hey, I've heard
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my own music. But I. Tick Tock
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was really where it kicked off. That. Okay, that was
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the moment for me. And I was so angry with the app when I. When
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I start, like, right before it went like this, I was,
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like, really not doing well. And so
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it started when I posted the first video, and it got more,
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like, more views than I was expecting. And I was like, oh, this is totally
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different than any other app that I've been on. Like, I have zero followers, and
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I got 600 views. This is amazing. And so this is the first video
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you sign up for TikTok. This is during the quarantine and all that
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stuff. 2020 or maybe even 2021 at this
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point. Are you in high school still at that time or. No, I.
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Hear. So I was like, mid gap year. And you had graduated
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already? I had just graduated, yeah. Okay. And then you graduated
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before COVID Right. On the cusp of COVID I
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didn't get a graduation. Yeah. No way. You got robbed of that.
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I did. It was robbed. And I'll circle
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back to that story because that's a. That's a really great story, too, of just,
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like, the path that I was on. But I,
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like, started posting on TikTok. That did really well. All of a sudden,
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after it was a slow burn to get to a thousand followers. But then one
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video I posted of me in the mirror and like, I
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remember it hitting like 2000 views and I was like, what's happening? Like,
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this is amazing. And then like by the end of the night, it was at
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like 500,000 views. And I stayed up all night, like, responding to
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every single comment until it told me I couldn't anymore.
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That was the moment. And then from then on, it's. It's been
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incredible. Absolutely incredible. Okay, so what was that,
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that video? Was it a cover song or was. It one that was. Yes, that
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was by. That was the record player
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song. Okay. Like a one breath challenge
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that was going around and I remember scrolling and thinking, I hate this
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app. I'm not getting any traction. And I found that someone
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doing that and I was like, that's a cool thing. Maybe I could try it.
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And I was like sitting on my couch practicing it. Went to the bathroom in
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the mirror to film it in the mirror because the girl had done that. And
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I was like, this is an easy thing to do. And I was in my
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pajamas, didn't have any makeup on. I had put
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so much effort into the videos before that too. So it was so
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funny how it works. And like, you're not the first person that have said that.
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Right? Like the one that you're just like, whatever, I'm just gonna throw
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the paint at the wall and then it works. Yeah, like the last. Like, oh,
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I'm just gonna try it. And yeah, it just.
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Ever since then. And thankfully it's. Thanks. Like, you
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know, I'm very grateful that that was the one that took off because the rest
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of the videos have been a lot more low maintenance than it would have been
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had. My. Yeah, you have a full production and you're like, now
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I gotta do all these things to try to get this next video to look
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good. Very. Yeah, yeah,
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but. Yeah, but sir, I'll circle back to that. Yeah. I'm curious about this
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whole thing. Yes. So I, I always knew I wanted to do music,
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but I think a lot of. Don't think I'm alone in it, but a lot
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of people at that age of like applying
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to college and figuring out what you like want to do and
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want to focus on in life, you kind of fall into
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that trap of what's sensible, what am I going to get a job out of?
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Like, what, what should I do? That's going to be a smart path for
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me that like takes Little risk. And, you know, and
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I was in a very high. So it's. There's like no
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guarantees whatsoever and. Exactly. Creative, right, Exactly.
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It's all subjective. Does anyone care? And. Exactly.
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It's a big risk. And a lot of it's luck and timing and a lot
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of it's just perseverance and continuing on the path despite
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the fact that you're getting little feedback and, you
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know, and just trusting yourself. So I
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was very scared of that. And throughout my high school experience, I was in quite
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a high pressure high school. Like, there was a lot of just
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external, like you have to make very smart, sensible decisions
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and, you know, get all A's and get B's, the best scores on all
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of these standardized testing and like, you know, it was just
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a very tricky environment to want to do anything creative
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as a career. It was very much encouraged as a hobby, but not
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as a career. So I was actually set to go to
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UCLA for neuroscience. Wow.
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Oh my gosh, that is very different. Are your parents in that field
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of sort? No, no, no. It's just something that I'm still
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very interested in. And I'm minoring in nyu. Like, I'm still taking
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classes. I still love it very much. But I
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was meant to be going down that path, which was much more sensible.
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And I requested a gap year from UCLA
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because partially I just wanted to focus on music
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for a year and not have to worry about
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making a sensible career just yet. But also because we were in the.
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Middle of COVID Okay, so Covid was already in. You were. That had already happened
444
00:27:28,630 --> 00:27:31,590
once, like, yeah. So they were probably like, yeah, sure. We don't want you to
445
00:27:31,820 --> 00:27:35,660
come over here from another country. We're good. They denied it. Oh, they
446
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did. They denied it. So that was where I was like, oh,
447
00:27:39,340 --> 00:27:42,780
no, what am I going to do? Well, going to L. A.
448
00:27:43,020 --> 00:27:46,620
I was. And I was in London. They weren't offering campus housing, if I remember
449
00:27:46,620 --> 00:27:49,900
correctly. So I was in London. I was going to be like, you know, eight
450
00:27:49,900 --> 00:27:53,380
hours behind. And it was Covid
451
00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:57,220
ridden. And I didn't, you know, I just, I really didn't, in my heart,
452
00:27:57,220 --> 00:28:00,180
did not want to do that. And so I was kind of faced with that
453
00:28:00,180 --> 00:28:04,020
decision of, do you go to school, focus on neuroscience
454
00:28:04,020 --> 00:28:07,580
for four plus years? Because I was probably going to end up doing some sort
455
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of further education after that and
456
00:28:11,180 --> 00:28:14,980
give up music or do I withdraw
457
00:28:14,980 --> 00:28:18,740
from the only school that I've committed to. Like, you know, it was the
458
00:28:18,740 --> 00:28:21,740
only path that I was set on to. I completely throw that away.
459
00:28:22,220 --> 00:28:24,940
It's a very good school too. So it was very nerve wracking.
460
00:28:26,220 --> 00:28:28,860
And do I just put everything into music and
461
00:28:30,030 --> 00:28:32,990
I entertained the idea of both for a while,
462
00:28:33,550 --> 00:28:37,310
mainly for the sanity of my parents. But I. You're
463
00:28:37,310 --> 00:28:40,990
like, well, I'm in la, maybe you could do something. Exactly, you
464
00:28:40,990 --> 00:28:44,710
know, Exactly. You're in the middle of nowhere. Exactly. But
465
00:28:44,710 --> 00:28:48,510
I ultimately chose not to and to take
466
00:28:48,510 --> 00:28:51,670
the gap here. And I'm so grateful I did. I'm so, so grateful I did
467
00:28:51,670 --> 00:28:55,230
because I would not have the platform that I do now. I wouldn't have
468
00:28:56,030 --> 00:28:59,310
Clive Davis and like, you know, it was just the perfect,
469
00:28:59,950 --> 00:29:03,750
the perfect decision and I didn't. I felt it at the time, but
470
00:29:03,750 --> 00:29:07,550
I didn't know it was really big risk. And that
471
00:29:07,550 --> 00:29:11,350
gap year was just amazing despite Covid. Okay.
472
00:29:11,350 --> 00:29:15,070
It was really great. Yeah. So you take a gap year and then at that
473
00:29:15,070 --> 00:29:18,830
decision it's just. How do you decide then? Okay, I need to
474
00:29:18,830 --> 00:29:21,310
go. I'm gonna go all in. And the music was. It just. I gotta post
475
00:29:21,310 --> 00:29:24,830
every day on social media. Like I gotta write a bunch of songs. Like.
476
00:29:28,190 --> 00:29:31,990
Yeah, I'm definitely. I struggle making my
477
00:29:31,990 --> 00:29:35,630
own schedule more than I'd like to admit, just because I
478
00:29:35,630 --> 00:29:39,310
really like to have someone to keep me accountable
479
00:29:39,310 --> 00:29:43,070
on those things. So it was tricky that year, but I just tried to
480
00:29:43,070 --> 00:29:46,910
get in the studio as much as possible and I
481
00:29:46,910 --> 00:29:50,670
had this friend of mine, I did this writing camp right before I
482
00:29:50,670 --> 00:29:54,460
graduated at Peter Gabriel Studios
483
00:29:54,460 --> 00:29:58,060
out in. Outside of Bath, and I met
484
00:29:58,060 --> 00:30:01,660
some really incredible producers and engineers there and one of them
485
00:30:02,060 --> 00:30:05,660
introduced me to this other guy out in Bath at Graves who I
486
00:30:05,660 --> 00:30:09,260
wrote and he produced my entire first ep
487
00:30:11,100 --> 00:30:14,860
and that one that's. Coming out next month, my last ep.
488
00:30:14,860 --> 00:30:18,600
Oh, the last cp, the one that you just. Yeah, okay, sorry, go ahead. That
489
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:22,120
came out a long time ago. It's been a while since story begins. That one.
490
00:30:22,520 --> 00:30:26,120
That's the one. Okay. And so he. He co wrote
491
00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:29,880
everything with me and produced all of it and
492
00:30:29,880 --> 00:30:33,320
we just had such a blast. It was so fun
493
00:30:33,480 --> 00:30:37,040
and rewarding and I was going through a really rough
494
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:39,480
breakup, so it was just everything I needed.
495
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And so that was kind of how I tried to fill as much of my
496
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time as possible with. And then the rest of it was posting every day
497
00:30:48,660 --> 00:30:51,140
at multiple times if I could on each platform,
498
00:30:53,140 --> 00:30:56,900
really trying to make a plan for live shows
499
00:30:56,900 --> 00:30:59,300
and things like that that I couldn't do during COVID
500
00:31:00,900 --> 00:31:04,620
and just, you know, trying to write as much as
501
00:31:04,620 --> 00:31:08,020
possible on my own as well and trying to make the most of
502
00:31:08,340 --> 00:31:11,460
my time with nothing else to do. And
503
00:31:12,100 --> 00:31:15,950
it was great. I mean, it was back when TikTok and
504
00:31:15,950 --> 00:31:19,670
Instagram and YouTube were all paying pretty well, and TikTok's
505
00:31:19,670 --> 00:31:22,670
changed a bit and. But I was able to, like, make a living off of
506
00:31:22,670 --> 00:31:26,190
it. And that's where I really realized, okay, like, not a full living,
507
00:31:26,270 --> 00:31:29,950
but it was like, I can do this. Like, this. I can make this. This
508
00:31:29,950 --> 00:31:33,590
is possible. And then I went to school at
509
00:31:33,590 --> 00:31:37,350
nyu, and that was just an extension of everything
510
00:31:37,350 --> 00:31:41,070
I'd been doing. It was. It all worked out exactly as I wanted it to.
511
00:31:41,070 --> 00:31:44,640
So it was just very rewarding. The whole year was very rewarding.
512
00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:48,600
That is amazing. So you record that first ep, you had those songs,
513
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and you go and work with this producer at Peter
514
00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:56,080
Gabriel Studio. And at that point, was it.
515
00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:58,920
Were you playing shows or you just. Like, I have these songs. I want to
516
00:31:58,920 --> 00:32:01,720
just get them out there and. And you just put them up on Spotify or
517
00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:05,440
like. Like what? And you did it all independently, like,
518
00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:09,080
kind of. Tell me about, like. Like, what was the, you know,
519
00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:12,760
plan there as far as, like, trying, you know, was it like, let's get this
520
00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:16,440
out and try to see what happens? Was that. I don't. I'm. Yeah, it was
521
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:19,520
definitely a stepping stone. It was a very much like,
522
00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:23,600
let's see where we're at. Let's test the waters.
523
00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:26,960
Let's put something out there so people have something to listen to.
524
00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:31,000
And a few of them had gained a little bit of traction on social media.
525
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Nothing major viral, but a few people had kind of
526
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:38,470
picked up on originals coming, and so it felt
527
00:32:38,470 --> 00:32:42,270
like there was a place for it. And there was. I
528
00:32:42,270 --> 00:32:46,030
held on to the songs for a while, and I released
529
00:32:46,030 --> 00:32:48,830
them my sophomore year in college.
530
00:32:49,710 --> 00:32:53,470
And when you were going to NYU at this point? At nyu? Yeah. Okay.
531
00:32:53,470 --> 00:32:56,950
How do you get into that school? Like, I mean, to be going to UCLA
532
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for neuroscience, and then now you're at
533
00:33:00,910 --> 00:33:04,710
NYU at Clive Davis, which is another school
534
00:33:04,710 --> 00:33:08,510
that's not easy to get into at all. Like, do you. You
535
00:33:08,510 --> 00:33:12,230
must have had to go through some audition process that way as
536
00:33:12,230 --> 00:33:15,910
well. They do, like, there's. There's like, an application
537
00:33:15,910 --> 00:33:18,830
where you do a video and you have to fill out all these different things,
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do some essays. You have to make, like, a playlist. It was.
539
00:33:22,630 --> 00:33:26,350
I just reapplied during the gap year, so it was like. I hadn't applied the
540
00:33:26,350 --> 00:33:29,730
first year, so it was the first time applying. And
541
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I remember. I mean, I was spending
542
00:33:35,250 --> 00:33:38,410
so much time in the studio that I didn't have a ton of time to
543
00:33:38,410 --> 00:33:42,210
put towards the video and the application itself. And
544
00:33:42,210 --> 00:33:45,810
so I remember just kind of trying to put together a video
545
00:33:45,810 --> 00:33:49,650
that looked professional and looked good because people. You can find people's ones
546
00:33:49,650 --> 00:33:53,450
on YouTube and I was watching, and they all look so professional and just
547
00:33:53,450 --> 00:33:57,070
look really cool. And so many of them were
548
00:33:57,070 --> 00:34:00,630
advanced in so many different ways that I was just trying to show
549
00:34:01,350 --> 00:34:04,950
what I had that was unique. And so a lot of the
550
00:34:04,950 --> 00:34:08,630
clips I did were like pieces from the studio and, like
551
00:34:08,790 --> 00:34:11,510
clips of originals. And then some were just me talking.
552
00:34:12,470 --> 00:34:16,270
And there was actually one video I had to do that you had to
553
00:34:16,270 --> 00:34:19,990
talk about something you were interested in that wasn't music. So that's when
554
00:34:19,990 --> 00:34:23,510
I told my whole neuroscience story. And so I was really just trying to make
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00:34:23,510 --> 00:34:26,300
myself stand out in some sort of way.
556
00:34:27,580 --> 00:34:31,060
And thankfully I got it. I'm very, very
557
00:34:31,060 --> 00:34:34,900
grateful to be here. You just send the clip of you
558
00:34:34,900 --> 00:34:38,540
have with all the viral clip from TikTok. Here's my video submission.
559
00:34:40,140 --> 00:34:43,860
Well, at the time when I applied, nothing had gone viral yet. Oh,
560
00:34:43,860 --> 00:34:47,580
okay. Nothing. I had nothing to, like, show for my. For my.
561
00:34:48,460 --> 00:34:52,140
So I was just. I showed a little bit of the covers for quarantine and
562
00:34:52,140 --> 00:34:55,860
I was like, you know, showing like, I've grown my audience from 200 to
563
00:34:55,860 --> 00:34:59,440
2000, but I didn't have over a million. Like, it
564
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,480
wasn't it. That wasn't until I was already.
565
00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:07,720
Yeah, okay. So it was very lucky
566
00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:11,960
they saw something, and I'm glad they did. Yeah. Wow.
567
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:16,760
I mean, that you. I'm just looking. I love that you have. I mean, you've
568
00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:20,480
grown all your social media. I mean, you have a million plus on Tick
569
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:24,240
Tock and hundreds of thousands on Instagram and even, like YouTube,
570
00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:27,790
you have the play button. Like, that's so rad. Like,
571
00:35:28,340 --> 00:35:32,180
that's the coolest thing ever. Thank you. Yeah. I just think that's so
572
00:35:32,180 --> 00:35:35,620
amazing and so going. Was it hard, like, when you started
573
00:35:35,780 --> 00:35:39,620
doing the, you know, covers and kind of sprinkling
574
00:35:39,620 --> 00:35:42,700
in your own music? And then at what point do you end up just going
575
00:35:42,700 --> 00:35:46,180
like, I'm just gonna pretty much just do all originals now? Were you afraid of,
576
00:35:46,180 --> 00:35:49,700
like, your. Your fan base not, you know,
577
00:35:50,020 --> 00:35:53,740
staying, you know, there? Or maybe they're just like, oh, I
578
00:35:53,740 --> 00:35:57,100
love your covers, but okay, you're not doing covers anymore. You're not doing as many.
579
00:35:57,100 --> 00:36:00,090
So there was definitely that for sure.
580
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And I still do covers because
581
00:36:06,730 --> 00:36:10,530
as much as I am an artist, I'm also a content creator. And I
582
00:36:10,530 --> 00:36:14,290
feel like they followed me, and I'm so grateful that they did that.
583
00:36:14,290 --> 00:36:18,050
I should give them things that they want. So I'm trying to kind
584
00:36:18,050 --> 00:36:21,810
of keep that up while also saying, here's
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00:36:21,810 --> 00:36:25,450
my music without being too aggressive, without with it.
586
00:36:25,770 --> 00:36:28,850
There was definitely a period. There was a big learning curve that happened with that
587
00:36:28,850 --> 00:36:32,410
first EP of I was only posting
588
00:36:32,410 --> 00:36:36,170
original content and original songs,
589
00:36:36,650 --> 00:36:40,490
and I just wasn't gaining the
590
00:36:40,490 --> 00:36:43,970
traction that I was with the covers. And it helps to kind of
591
00:36:43,970 --> 00:36:47,810
sprinkle them in and keep people excited about the covers
592
00:36:47,810 --> 00:36:51,530
as well, just because that's what they signed up for. And I can't ask
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00:36:51,530 --> 00:36:54,730
them to listen to my own music if that's not what they want to do.
594
00:36:54,810 --> 00:36:58,590
So I try to do covers, and I also do the
595
00:36:58,590 --> 00:37:02,350
panning videos where it changes from ear to ear. And so I try to
596
00:37:02,350 --> 00:37:05,670
sprinkle in things that, like, I know that they like.
597
00:37:05,990 --> 00:37:08,550
And then I also, in terms of, like, a marketing
598
00:37:09,270 --> 00:37:12,709
strategy, a lot of the time I'll try to, like, incorporate panning in my
599
00:37:12,709 --> 00:37:16,550
originals or I'll sing in the mirror. Like,
600
00:37:16,550 --> 00:37:20,350
I'll just sing my song acapella. Like, I do the covers and stuff like that.
601
00:37:20,350 --> 00:37:24,010
So I try to kind of blend my content so it
602
00:37:24,010 --> 00:37:26,330
feels like one without being,
603
00:37:27,610 --> 00:37:31,010
you know, too much. Yeah. It's not like this is just my song and then
604
00:37:31,010 --> 00:37:34,530
here, now this is what exactly? Cover. And. Yeah, everything's
605
00:37:34,530 --> 00:37:38,010
pretty, like. Yeah, it's got to make sense. Yeah, exactly.
606
00:37:38,330 --> 00:37:41,930
Yeah. Really, really cool. Well, tell me about the ep, then. So when do you
607
00:37:41,930 --> 00:37:45,730
start working on this new one? Yes. I'm so excited. So I've been working on
608
00:37:45,730 --> 00:37:49,490
this for the last. Some of the songs have been in the works for, like,
609
00:37:49,490 --> 00:37:52,890
three years. Not in the works, but I've been holding on to for, like, three
610
00:37:52,890 --> 00:37:56,550
years. So I'm ready to
611
00:37:56,550 --> 00:38:00,070
be, you know, received by
612
00:38:00,070 --> 00:38:03,430
people and so excited to hear what people think.
613
00:38:05,110 --> 00:38:08,950
All the Best was the first single off that album, and
614
00:38:09,190 --> 00:38:12,230
I had been waiting to put that one out,
615
00:38:12,790 --> 00:38:15,750
knowing that that was one of my favorites off of the EP
616
00:38:16,550 --> 00:38:20,270
for so long. Like, I was just so excited for that,
617
00:38:20,270 --> 00:38:24,050
to be a part of the world. And it's different than
618
00:38:24,050 --> 00:38:27,570
the first ep. It's a little more edgy, it's a little more
619
00:38:27,570 --> 00:38:30,890
petty. It's a little more mature in other ways as well.
620
00:38:32,250 --> 00:38:35,690
And the name of the EP is Not in a Dollhouse
621
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Anymore. So I kind of wanted it to be that
622
00:38:39,050 --> 00:38:42,650
feeling of we're growing up.
623
00:38:43,370 --> 00:38:46,810
I hate the term coming of age, but that's Kind of what it is like
624
00:38:46,810 --> 00:38:50,490
this, you know, I'm growing up and I'm not playing in dollhouse
625
00:38:50,490 --> 00:38:54,180
anymore. It's also not fully real life just yet. We're still, like, playing
626
00:38:54,180 --> 00:38:57,980
house. We're in. We're in between the two. And
627
00:38:58,700 --> 00:39:02,220
I think a lot of the songs reflect that in different
628
00:39:02,300 --> 00:39:05,580
ways. So each song kind of stands for its own thing
629
00:39:06,060 --> 00:39:08,700
as part of that process of growing up.
630
00:39:10,460 --> 00:39:14,300
And these songs are kind of based on the last
631
00:39:14,460 --> 00:39:17,250
three years of my life. And so it's
632
00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:22,200
really. It was really tricky to pick which ones were on it and what
633
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:25,680
to kind of get rid of. It's kind of like killing your babies a little
634
00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:29,520
bit. But how many songs told did you
635
00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:32,040
have to, like, sift through? Quite a few, I'd imagine.
636
00:39:33,159 --> 00:39:36,960
I mean, about 50. Wow. It was just. I
637
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:40,200
was in the studio so much, and I was writing so much, and I was
638
00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:44,000
feeling so many emotions that I just had so many to
639
00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:46,600
kind of sift through. And I have to pick six. It was so hard.
640
00:39:47,720 --> 00:39:51,300
Who knows? I'll probably come out with more from that
641
00:39:52,100 --> 00:39:55,660
deluxe. The 50. Yeah. I'll bring out more
642
00:39:55,660 --> 00:39:59,500
later. But I. All the
643
00:39:59,500 --> 00:40:02,580
Best was kind of the first one because it just comes out with a kick.
644
00:40:02,980 --> 00:40:06,500
It's different. It's a little funny. It's a little, like,
645
00:40:06,500 --> 00:40:10,340
quirky and cute, and it's empowering in other ways.
646
00:40:10,340 --> 00:40:12,980
I went into that session and I just felt so
647
00:40:13,620 --> 00:40:17,220
horrible. I just gotten this, like, really nasty text from my ex,
648
00:40:18,010 --> 00:40:21,650
basically saying that I was posting about him and I shouldn't be
649
00:40:21,650 --> 00:40:25,170
posting about him when the songs I was posting weren't about
650
00:40:25,170 --> 00:40:28,170
him. So it was just really like, how about you, bro?
651
00:40:31,290 --> 00:40:35,010
It was just. Yeah, it was really, you know, nasty. And I was
652
00:40:35,010 --> 00:40:38,170
feeling so sick to my stomach about it. And I went into the session, and
653
00:40:38,170 --> 00:40:39,810
they were like, what do you want to write about? And I was like. I
654
00:40:39,810 --> 00:40:43,650
got this text and they were like, read it. Read it out to
655
00:40:43,650 --> 00:40:47,490
us. So we kind of based it on that text, and he
656
00:40:47,490 --> 00:40:51,250
had signed it off saying, wishing you all the best, and that's
657
00:40:51,250 --> 00:40:52,650
good. It was so passive.
658
00:40:55,210 --> 00:40:58,370
We just kind of took it and ran with it. And I left that room
659
00:40:58,370 --> 00:41:01,610
feeling so happy and so just, like,
660
00:41:01,770 --> 00:41:05,490
relieved in a way, and just inspired and empowered.
661
00:41:05,490 --> 00:41:09,290
And I was so excited about, like, just what we
662
00:41:09,290 --> 00:41:13,070
made out of something so horrible. And
663
00:41:13,390 --> 00:41:16,670
I feel like each song on this album kind of has
664
00:41:17,390 --> 00:41:20,670
a sprinkle of that in the same way. So
665
00:41:21,310 --> 00:41:24,950
that's when you're. Yeah. Love loves me Like L. A is the next was
666
00:41:24,950 --> 00:41:28,150
the one that you put out prior to the one that's going to be out
667
00:41:28,150 --> 00:41:31,950
when this comes out. And yeah. Loves Me
668
00:41:31,950 --> 00:41:35,710
Like LA is kind of the first love song I've put out that's about me
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or that's from my perspective
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and it's just happy. And I feel like if my
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younger self heard it, she would just cry of
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like joy. It's really the music. I feel like all the
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best was the music that I wanted to make at that time.
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Loves me like LA is the music that like my 12 year old self really
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wanted to accomplish on that garage band session. So
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it's healing my inner self. And it was very summery and it just felt
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right to be the next single. And I
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was also gonna be in LA when it came out, so it was just all
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so perfect. It worked together so nicely. And In Another
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Life is definitely. I love that one. That's the one that you're. I. The
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one that had the sound called like it too, I think. Yes, Right? Yeah. Yeah.
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I love the intro. The guitar. It was when
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Phil started. I wrote it with Phil Cook and Fia Brennan. And when Phil
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started playing that guitar, I was like, this is what we're doing.
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And I had just read a Taylor
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Jenkins Reid book called maybe in Another Life.
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And it was just everything I needed
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to hear when I was going through the thick of my breakup.
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And there was. It's basically this story of two
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parallel love stories that happen as a result of like a
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single decision made in the first chapter by the
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main character. And I won't spoil it
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too much, but she kind of. You watch her go in and out. There's still
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the same characters around her, but she's having very different
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lives. And I just remember
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feeling very at peace when I reached the end of the book. And it wasn't
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what I was expecting. And
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I kind of reflected back and thought, you know what?
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Maybe we're just in another life and maybe that's denial, but maybe we're just
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in another life. And that was. It's not for the space and time
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and that's fine. And I just walked away feeling much better
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about everything. And that was kind of what that song is about, is.
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It's a little sadder than that, but to me there's kind of that
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glimmer of acceptance. Just that light at
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the end of the tunnel. And it's more like. It's not
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like a sad song. I mean, we just do it, right? It's exactly
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upbeat and poppy. Yeah, exactly. And it's a Little
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darker and a little more edgy and kind of fun in that way.
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And it's got kind of that swung tone. So it's just really.
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It's fun. It's very fun. And it was really, really
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rewarding writing that. And I just love
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the two of them so much. They were so fun to write with that day.
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We were just having a blast. And there's this video I just
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posted on my Instagram of, like, us trying out the Pirates of the Caribbean
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theme song against our chorus and stuff. We were just
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having so much fun, so. So that's a special one to me. And
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it felt right to be the third single before the
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ep. I love it. And then the EP is the next
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release after that. Yeah, yeah. And are you doing.
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Were a lot of these songs written while you were in New York, or was
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it kind of all over the place? I mean, you mentioned being in LA when
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Loves Me, like LA came out. Yes. All of the songs
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that we wrote were written in London. Oh, they are. Okay.
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Yeah. But kind of with, like, trips that I took back to London. Like, I
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was living in New York at the time. I just really loved the
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collaborators out there, and I really liked working with
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certain people over and over and over again. And we just started to make
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really great music. So I kept going back and I just kept doing
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trips. But, yeah, the last few
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songs on the ep, one of them I wrote a long time ago, like three
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and a half years ago. And the other two are more recent.
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So I'm excited to kind of see what gets the
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most positive feedback and just to see what people connect with,
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because some of the music I feel a lot more connected to now as me
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just personally, than I did, you know, back then, years
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ago. Yeah. Really sad. Now I'm
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really happy. So it's just. It's. I'm excited to see what people connect with the
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most, and I'm excited for those sad songs
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to kind of take on a new meaning once people start to listen and relate.
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Awesome. Well, I appreciate your time. Thank you so much for doing this,
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Isabelle. This has been awesome. Thank you. So lovely to meet you. Yeah,
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your songs are great. I can't wait to hear the full
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EP when it comes out in a month or so. And
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I have one more question. I want to know if you have any advice for
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aspiring artists. Food.
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I would say it's a marathon,
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not a sprint. And I mean that in the sense
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of you can't just wake up one day and run a
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marathon. There's months of training that goes into that.
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There's preparation, there's practice. There's a lot
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of days where you wake up and you practice and
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you. You're a little bit worse than the day before, and that's
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okay. And being a little bit further behind on one day means
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that maybe someday you can take those extra steps forward and
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just persevering with that and
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continuing despite what you hear from other
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people and just trusting yourself that you can do it
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and work towards that.
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Bringing it backwards,
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bringing it backward, bringing it backward,
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bringing it backward, bring it backward,
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bring it backwards.